WTF: I Was Chasing Millions — But What I Really Wanted Was Love. #7

Let me tell you a secret:

I never actually wanted millions.

I wanted the feeling I thought they would give me.

• ✨ Worth.
• ✨ Visibility.
• ✨ Love.

I thought if I just earned enough, I’d finally feel enough.

I thought if I built a big enough business, I’d finally be seen.

I thought if I bought luxury, it would replace the love I didn’t know how to give myself.

But here’s the real WTF: 😏

• ✨ I made $23 million in six years.
• ✨ Built two multi-million dollar companies.
• ✨ Became the only female author on Germany’s book business charts.

And I still felt like an empty room. ❤️

• Not for another million.
• Not for another launch.
• But for something I couldn’t buy: being fully seen, fully loved, fully free. 

The Lie They Sell You About Wealth

They tell you money is freedom.

But they never tell you it’s also a mirror.

• If you feel small, money will magnify it.
• If you feel unseen, luxury will become your hiding place.
• If you think you’re not enough, millions will only make it louder.

I told myself I didn’t care about love.

I was too strong, too independent, too focused.

I didn’t need anyone.

💔 Lie.

• ✨ I was terrified of love.
• ✨ I was hiding behind “boss babe” energy.
• ✨ I was addicted to the next win — because silence felt like shame. 

I was the woman with the Chanel Bag Collection and the bruises you couldn’t see.

I was the woman with a full inbox and an empty heart.

But nobody knew, because I performed power perfectly.

The Moment It All Changed

I thought I was studying manifestation to make money faster. 😏

I thought “feeling” was just another strategy.

Instead, feeling broke me open. ❤️

• ✨ I felt the ache of all the love I’d withheld from myself.
• ✨ I felt the emptiness I tried to fill with high-ticket sales.
• ✨ I felt the longing I had spent my life avoiding.

And in that emptiness, something else appeared:

• 🌹 A quiet knowing that I didn’t have to prove anything.
• 🌹 A whisper that I was enough — even when I had nothing.

Because the truth is, love isn’t something you earn.

✨ It’s something you remember.

The Real WTF?

• Wealth without self-love is just noise.
• A luxury closet full of emptiness.
• A seven-figure launch with a suffocated soul.

And I’m done pretending.

• I no longer build wealth to feel worthy.
• I build it because I am.
• I no longer create content to be seen.
• I write because I can’t lie to myself anymore.
• I no longer teach sales — I teach self-love as currency. 

👉 Because if you’ve built the millions, but you still feel starved? 👈

• You’re not hungry for more clients.
• You’re hungry for your own love. ❤️ 

The New Era: Wealth as Remembrance

This isn’t about building a brand.

👉 This is about building a soul.  👈

• ✨ Where wealth is sacred.
• ✨ Where love is leadership.
• ✨ Where success feels like soul.

I don’t teach you how to sell.

🔥 I teach you how to love yourself so deeply that people can’t help but want to be in your world. 🔥

You can buy anything.

But the feeling of being enough?

That’s a decision. And no one can sell it to you.

You can build a million-dollar brand.

But if you forget how to love yourself — you’ll still feel poor. 😏

❤️‍🔥 This is The WTF Series. 

Where we don’t rise — we remember.

Join THE “WARM UP.” 

It’s time to teach your body how to hold your wealth—not reject it.

Because the Rich + Happy World is invitation-only.

And this?

This is how you enter.

Let’s rewire.

Let’s rise.

Let’s hold it all.

In Love and Abundance,

— Jeanine 💋